Here is the next installment. I'm going to try and keep these at 500 words or so, so you don't feel overwhelmed with the reading. There is a tense change here - from present to past. Which do you like better? Let me know...
We were
stunned. What does this mean? We asked. Who is on strike? Everyone? We found it
hard to believe that every boat in the Inlet, over 700 of them, were all in
agreement to do this. We were teachers,
for Chrissakes! We’d never experienced a group of teachers agreeing to do
something like this. They couldn’t even agree on what made a student tardy
rather than absent. Shit.
We asked
ourselves WHY are we striking? For a
better price? Why? What’s wrong with the price we have? We had no knowledge
of markets, of expenses vs earnings, of price-fixing or what was fair or not.
All we had experienced since the decision to get involved in fishing was the
hard work. Now we had to deal with politics???
“Bullshit. Let’s just go fishing,”
we argued to ourselves, “Let these guys work out this crap. We need to figure
out how to catch fish.” Plus, we reasoned, we’ve got a ton of debt to recover.
Our expenses were overwhelming. “We can’t afford to sit at the dock and wait
for the processors to come to us. We need to start making money NOW!”
I
was a teacher before I fished. I knew intellectually that breaking a strike was
the wrong thing to do. It had always been a no-brainer to me that if a teacher
strike were voted, to be an effective tool everyone needed to participate. My
confusion in the matter wasn’t about my belief in supporting a strike. The
problem I had was that I didn’t see myself as a fisherman. I bought a permit
and a boat; I worked as hard as anyone I saw to get ready for the season; but I
still hadn’t fished a day in my life other than as a deckhand; I hadn’t yet
earned the right to be a card-carrying member of the club. No one had shown me
the secret handshake. I supposed I’d merit it eventually, but until then, I was
just a “teacher who fished.” The concerns of the fishermen weren’t my concerns,
really, were they? If I went fishing while the rest of the guys were on the
beach, how could my small effort create a problem for all these other
professionals?
But
the other fishermen around the cannery who saw us as green and dumb made it a
point to talk about strikebreakers when we were around. As the first scheduled
fishing period loomed, they mentioned guys who had gone fishing during the last
strike, in less than complimentary terms. Though the stories weren’t clear or
complete, we started listening more attentively. They were speaking about us,
to us, without ever actually mentioning our names.
In the fishermen's bunkhouse, CWF, Kenai.
2 comments:
I never thought of fisherman going on strike. The environmentalist in me thought, "Good! Give the fish a break once in a while." I wonder what would happen if seafood was no longer readily available. More bad fish farms probably.
I like your retrospect about how you didn't identify yourself as a fisherman and why that made your feelings different.
Good stuff Pat. Keep it coming.
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